New semester,new place, new home, new university, and I want a new me.
That's why this blog exist. I'm the kind of guy who won't think about something unless he has to. And now I have to. No longer a first year, I will graduate, I have to think about my life afterwards.
Different time, different thoughts. I remember just 2 months ago, I was exciting about the summer event and the coming thesis. I told myself, PhD is what I wanted, fusion is the area to devote. I want to go to America, and I want do fusion. But now it is "wanted".
I always think that physics is the kind of stuff that when you quit, it is hard to get in. But 5 years studying it, I still don't get the feeling of "in". If life is about experience, I could use these years for more other stuff. That's when I started thinking about jump out. Not because I'm not interested, just there may be more outside.
So while exploring the new city, I am here, to dig out that within me, what I have and what I want. I will try to write my understanding about nuclear fusion and my thinking about life. There are several times that my view of life changed dramatically, I also want to record those, before I forget.
I name the blog "seeeking", hope I can find something here.
That's why this blog exist. I'm the kind of guy who won't think about something unless he has to. And now I have to. No longer a first year, I will graduate, I have to think about my life afterwards.
Different time, different thoughts. I remember just 2 months ago, I was exciting about the summer event and the coming thesis. I told myself, PhD is what I wanted, fusion is the area to devote. I want to go to America, and I want do fusion. But now it is "wanted".
I always think that physics is the kind of stuff that when you quit, it is hard to get in. But 5 years studying it, I still don't get the feeling of "in". If life is about experience, I could use these years for more other stuff. That's when I started thinking about jump out. Not because I'm not interested, just there may be more outside.
So while exploring the new city, I am here, to dig out that within me, what I have and what I want. I will try to write my understanding about nuclear fusion and my thinking about life. There are several times that my view of life changed dramatically, I also want to record those, before I forget.
I name the blog "seeeking", hope I can find something here.
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